Selina’s craft world

my latest pattern is ready to be published and the finishing is ready, too. It’s - as stated in my last post - in memory of my lovely dog Aireen.

Some may or may not have noticed I am not ‘myself’ in one way or another one. There’s only a certain amount of tradegies one person can take. I always have been a strong believer in thing happen for a reason, but hell it’s beyond my mind how 2 deaths, one important failed test and now losing the biggest of our payments make any sense.

For a longer time I was not even sure if I will remain in school after that downer and fell into a big black hole, thinking what to do now. However, I decided to take my fighting chance and at least try it again. The subject is not too hard, I have enough ‘excuses’ to try a third time and should be able to finish it off. 

I would guess some of you might or might not have wondered why I did so many (well, you know … three) new designs to sell the past few days. It’s rather simple, I need to make linabear.com to work, no matter what it takes. I am basically working non-stop on new things, you could say I am obsessed.

The last two days were no fun either. We know now that our biggest monthly cheque will be cancelled in a month or two. There is a lot more to this than just what I write here. Beleieve me. We will not be able to live from Andy’s money alone. Sadly by a quite a bit (darn exchange rates). So this is giving us a headache. I will probably need to run to the bank and get my lifesavings defrosted, so we can use this to get around. Guess we can kiss any sort of trips, eventually a car or an own home goodbye ..

The situation is really bad .. and I feel really extremely bad ..