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I just spend a long time working on my new design, with the lovely name Autumn Flowers, and then closed out of it without saving. No idea why. Guess it’s just one of those days. Anyway, here’s the design as far as I have it with only the corners missing (just the part it took forever to come up with):
I just did a survey for about 15 bucks. Yay. Off to bed we go.
my latest pattern is ready to be published and the finishing is ready, too. It’s - as stated in my last post - in memory of my lovely dog Aireen.
Some may or may not have noticed I am not ‘myself’ in one way or another one. There’s only a certain amount of tradegies one person can take. I always have been a strong believer in thing happen for a reason, but hell it’s beyond my mind how 2 deaths, one important failed test and now losing the biggest of our payments make any sense.
For a longer time I was not even sure if I will remain in school after that downer and fell into a big black hole, thinking what to do now. However, I decided to take my fighting chance and at least try it again. The subject is not too hard, I have enough ‘excuses’ to try a third time and should be able to finish it off.
I would guess some of you might or might not have wondered why I did so many (well, you know … three) new designs to sell the past few days. It’s rather simple, I need to make linabear.com to work, no matter what it takes. I am basically working non-stop on new things, you could say I am obsessed.
The last two days were no fun either. We know now that our biggest monthly cheque will be cancelled in a month or two. There is a lot more to this than just what I write here. Beleieve me. We will not be able to live from Andy’s money alone. Sadly by a quite a bit (darn exchange rates). So this is giving us a headache. I will probably need to run to the bank and get my lifesavings defrosted, so we can use this to get around. Guess we can kiss any sort of trips, eventually a car or an own home goodbye ..
The situation is really bad .. and I feel really extremely bad ..
