Mostly rambling
When I got up, I - or rather Andy - got an email. I sold Spartacus (the knitted stuff doggy) already. Wow, that’s world record. My fastest sell ever. I must admit, I actually guessed that Ann and Jerry would be very interested in buying it. Thanks 
I started with my new program. I am taking daily 4-6 anti-depressiva and 1 vitamin pill. Everything is based on herbs, so there’s no real danger. Vitamin pills will hopefully help to improve and strengthen my weak, gentle health during the almost 5 months I need to work, not to mention the bird flu coming closer. The anti-depressiva is something rather bad and personal. I don’t know what it is, but I am physical and emotional so exhausted and tired. It’s a combination of everything, but I want to … a) be taken away from here, b) know what’s wrong with me, c) start a family and settle down, d) have a lovely home and e) be happy and enjoy my life. None of this will happen, as a) I will be alone for another 3+ months, b) I am scared to go to a doc as I worry he’d confirm my fears and c) my parents break me mentally every day more and I have no where to go to 
That’s it. Back to stitching or knitting.
I am sorry to hear that you need to take things for the depression but glad you are taking action.
And congrats on the doggie being sold (drat!) But I know they’ll be more.
It’s good that you’re doing something to keep your psyche in order. (I’d say that I know what severe depression is (from many sides, in fact) and I hope you’ll never get down there.)
And it’s good that you take vitamins as for example magnesium and Bs have quite much to do with balance of your mind.
And no wonder your doggie was sold, he was really cute. ^^
Can I make a suggestion? Being that you are designing your own, maybe you could include a very small card, sort of a authentification card. It could include the number done (maybe out of a series?), the name of it, year done, and most importantly your name or something? This can be half the importance of a collector’s piece!
Thanks for your kind words.
I will be ok sometime, I guess. As for those pills, they’re not only vitamins, but also magnesium etc.
Yeah, doggy is sitting here with me and is about to be put in a box. I do add a sort of dog mark on all my stuffed animals. It says the name of the item, linabear.com and my signature. I will also add the year now.