feeling lousy
Maybe going to the opera was a bad idea. I feel so awful today 
or maybe it’s stress or depression. I don’t know.
I don’t know, but I don’t feel like going to school anymore. I’d rather have a home of my own, being married and have kids. School is just about another 3 years of living somewhere small (if we can stay at the apartment) and having no money. Andy does not want me to quit school, but when I am done I am like 27 … and starting with kids that age is kind of late, I feel. Esp as it’s not even sure if we can ever have any.
I also happened to remember why I dislike a certain person and her surroundings so bad. It’s a good thing I remember, so I won’t be tempted to forget or feel bad.
