do I feel so bad. Must have eaten something again I did not agree with. I hurt so bad and feel so horrible. It’s just no fun anymore … I can’t take this anymore.
No sign of dbf. It makes so down - not even calling helps!! I don’t know. I feel very lousy and unsure … Maybe he calls me - or at least does anything to make up …

I did not get much done at all - sadly. But feeling so bad and bringing the bears to the bookstore surely did slow me down badly. I still hope to get the 4th page done by Sunday.
I feel really awful. I hard an awful hard time to fall asleep and then I woke up at 5 AM. Luckily, I fell asleep for another 90 mins, but I have a bad headache and stomach ache today 

I finished the snowman and will get the ornament ready for tomorrow 